a meme came up on Facebook recently that brought up a not so good memory but I wanted to write about it because I think its an important topic. I don’t remember the exact date but I remember everything else. when I was about 20 I was diagnosed with “severe” bipolar disorder.

once again ive failed to update in forever but hey! its the new year right? today though is a pretty special day. on january 8th of 2003 i made the decision to get sober. i was homeless, doing more drugs than one should consume, and drinking uncontrollably. my mental health was as bad as its…

ive always been extremely open on my blog and this post is going to follow in the same vein. I was talking to a friend over text about my crappy day. the subject of our bodies came up. im going to be honest sometimes i hate my body. it has not brought me much joy….

so I haven’t written in several months. October is the last time I wrote I think. I’ve since had my spc tube taken out. too many infections, it leaked, I just wasn’t happy with it. several months later I can say I kinda miss it. im glad I had it taken out but there were…